Did I hurt you too much, my love?
All I did was loving you
I remember diving to your deepest ocean
The dark cold cave buried under the wave
Somewhere too quiet
I could even hear your clock ticking
Your veins pulsating
The stillness too thick suffocating me
Choking my neck
I’m out of air
Screaming
Until it echoes to the whole hollows
Breaking
Blood seeped out from the crack
Turning your water red
And my eyes red
My lungs swelled
My chest in pain
My God
You said I hurt you too much
But why am I here aching?
–Dessy Farhany
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